My birthday on Saturday~~ me and Lynz are going to cosplay because we are randomly stupid 8D i'll post pictures ;D

My kittens are 14 weeks old..and if you read the last journal...one kitten is actually a girl XD so i changed her name from Slone to Lani~ she is actually more like Troy and Troy is more like Kado but oh well XD i love them dearly!!

working from 8:30 am till 9pm is hard work..i'm tired out and dont get to do much anymore, bnut that will all change once christmas is over!

i started working on my 3rd story! well..rough ideas anyway~


random unfinished picture XD it's going to be based around Algard mainly (un god version) Monty and his brother and sister will play a big role too but i'm really into steam punk kinda things so it's crazy machines and old clothes and stuff XB i'm happy with the ideas i've had so far~


k'm happy with Monty's redesign too~~ XB

i Dont draw as much as i used to, i dont have time really, but when i will eventually have time i'm going to doodle silly little random things like this!


Emi cosplaying as Yard the 6th from pop'n music...isn't she cute ;_;

whoa how long has it been since i've actually been online for more than 10 minutes?! a long time! i just prefer to draw on paper and watch TV with my Kal's lately, i'm sure the momentum will come back soon enough.
Still have to wait a couple more weeks for the kittens. apparently one of them isn't eating cat food yet and is a little unwell but nothing a couple of days TLC wont cure.

i'm just tired of waiting and my holiday to spain is getting closer! byt the time i get the kittens it will be after my holiday now D: < everything has been arranged for their arrival on Thursday but the lady said 2 more weeks and i nearly died D: <




my baby boys~ Troy has white paws Sloney is all ginger, from what i gathered Slone is the shyer of the 2...Troy tried to eat my thumbs..i hope that hasn't changed..i liked the fact the characters fit their personallitys! but we'll see.

i just kinda feel like i'm missing out on them growing up, and all the things they would start doing now would be so adorable BUT I'M MISSING IT D: < when i saw them last they didn't understand what playing was, they were trying just...didn't really know what to do and it's so cute D: but now they will be playing and meh! i missed teaching them HOW!

I'm so impatient am i not?! but but but! i'm so excited! i need something to give all my attention to when Kal isn't here because being totally alone at the weekend SUCKS! and having 2 little babies around will make me even HAPPIER! because at the moment i am a very happy person...execpt at weekends because i'm alone D:

I MADE AN IN REAL LIFE FRIEND AND SHE LIKES MY DRAWINGS AND STUFF! she's called Lyndsey! and she likes Anime, werid things and ME! she actually likes ME!

She thinks Other half is awesome too *mega proud* and knows most of the characters by name already! i started drawing one of her characters for her.



Gonna try finish it before Monday when she comes over again! <3 Kal, Lynz and i are going to watch District 9 at the cinema..i have a feeling i'm going to crap myself >_> i dunno if it's suposed to be scary but i HATE ALIENS! D: <

Anyway i have loads of house work to be doing...and stalling isn't going to make it go away..

this is a picture of the little kitty i might be getting! there are 2 brothers so..i will get them both if i do desided to get them... both ginger and are 4 weeks old at the moment, so i'll have to wait a while till i can take them home. I'm going to see them Tuesday after work so we'll see~

i got home from New York today boohooohoooowaaaa!!!

it was alot of walking around everywhere but i really enjoyed myself alot! Nonobot is a funny man XD he made me a giggle in the ghettooo~ Kal and him got of really well which i thought they would do XB i was happy that they did anyway~~

we Met am in New York with was magical and wonderful~~ it's a pity we didn't get to see her for more than 2 days though D: Otakon too was magical fun! i loved cosplaying even though at some times i felt a little uncomfortable but ooooh well~ i still enjoyed it!

Now for some pictures!!!



in the Ghettoooo~

Otakon pictures~~



meeeeessssh! these guys were my favourites ;_; they were so nice~~~

well...i havn't felt like been online these last few days so drawing is completely out of the question. At work we were all called into a meetin saying the company isn't doing so well because of the resession ( to everyone else they think it's because of bad management and our boss just being a prick, he cares about going to USA to go on courses rather than finding work for the lab) anyway! we were told they are going to sack 5 people... and unfortunatly i feel like i am going to be one of them... but of course i can't be sure but i am a lowly model maker...and i'm not trained..so i guess i'd be in line for sacking.... Normally this wouldn't have bothered me, i get to leave the job i hate, get a couple of thousand pounds and i can be lazy for a few months before finding a new job... but as the resession has taken hold of most on my town it's going to be near to impossible to find a new job at the moment... and i'm just moving out into a flat so desperatly need the money... also i have to continue paying off my New York holiday ;_;

aw man this sucks!! i'm not even going to find out if i'm getting the sack until i get back from holiday...so honestly i feel miserable...i dont even know what job i'd want if i had to find a new one..

Bah! anyway! 2 more days work till i'm off for 13 days for my holiday!

Sorry about the journal... i just needed to vent >_>;

Kal's grandad...IS A FUCKING WANKER!!

oh my GOD! D: < i'm so furious right now... Kal's grandad went a head and put in some kitchen cabinets without telling us...and of coruse he put them right up to the ceiling...there for I CANT EVEN OPEN THE FUCKERS! so kal called him and said "the cabinates are really nice but they are a little bit too high and Rachel can't reach them" and his nan was all "well rachel will have to stand on a chair then wont she?!"

A FUCKING CHAIR?! how humiliating is that! "oh hey! welcome to my home~ wait a second while i get my CHAIR to stand on because i cant get any cups out to offer you a drink with ;D"

So Kal lost his temper...and his nan was just continuing to be a fucking bitch. he had it on speaker phone and she was talking about me like i was a pile of shit. which really upset me because i always thought she was so nice... so i got upset and started crying because i'm so damn frustrated with them both!! ... the whole thing has just been blown completly out of control and it's not even worth it! i just feel like people are out to get me at the moment and his stupid grandparents are both idiots!!
Then Kal's grandad had the cheek to say he's been working his ass off for us but NO FATTY FROG MAN! Kal's DAD has done ALL THE WORK! and i am SO SO SOOO greatful to him! and every time i see him i remind him that i'm so happy with all the work he's been doing and me and kal are planning to get him something nice as a gift for all his hard work.

THEN! Kal's grandad went onto to say my parents have done NOTHING, sure my dad can't do all this stuff anymore because he buggared his back and they dont want to put money into the flat because we are only renting it...Kal's fat frog grandad should put all the money into it! instead they have money for me saved up for when i buy my OWN HOUSE and i'm totally fine with that! infact i'd be fine even if they had NO MONEY AT ALL FOR ME! it's not a contest of who does the most work! fucking loser...

My tablet refuses to work..and it makes me very unhappy ¬_¬ stupid thing *kicks it* i still need to work on Kal's birthday picture...his birthday was on Thursday ¬_¬ and i cant finish it BECAUSE OF MY TABLET KARDJWHJEB! *spazzes* urgh...

ANYWAY!

Dokoshin cosplay~ shitty picture but QUIET YOU!

this on the back!

as some of you know i'm moving into my own flat! so i'll post pictures of what it looks like inside!

PLEASE NOTE: these pictures are BEFORE we even started cleaning... maybe the dirtyness wont show up on the photos but... the guy who lived there before us was a SLOB...

Kitchen, they guy in the way is Kal's dad XD

Kado takes over my front room and my picture of New York XB
the bathroom is...set out...so ...oddly 8D hofully the toilet it being moved XD

I offically have a flat! me and my fiance have been working hard on getting it tidy so we can move in..unfortunatly the guy who lived there before us was a slob and never heard of a vacuum cleaner... it's was gross...rotten food on the walls, bb pellets in the doors and i wont even talk about the bathroom...

But we cleaned everything up and now it's looking alot better! we have to paint some stuff before we can move in...the guy was a mechanic and...got his oily fingers all over... but that's not a problem! i'm so excited!! i'm really enjoying this project and can't wait to be able to move in finally!!! ....we need to buy a sofa...we only have bean bags to sit on XD

Tomorrow is filling in the bb pellet holes in some of the walls and hopfully start painting in the bedroom!

this is what i've been looking for! something exciting instead of been sat in front of the computer all day! so hopfully i will be back to drawing again very soon! my mood is the best it has been for a long time XB

Just want to say i'm sorry to those few special people i've been negelcting this weekend...i'm so sorry...

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Because it has Aki on it...anything with Aki on it deserves to be on my desktop... i drew it...i havn't drawn anything better lately. It has Avreielle under all those icons and shes super cute D: < it has a nice looking cake on it.. bah i really should tidy my desktop up >_> ...it's very boring though >_>

indeed! i have been thinking about Otakon while i've been lazing around being unwell i've not been very well...not very well at all...

but! i'm feeling a little better today! i havn't eaten since Friday..and every time i try i feel like throwing up again...but i'm happy i seem to be getting better... anyway..enough about that! i really need to get my last cosplay sorted out before i run out of time...

So far i'm cosplaying as Avreielle and Ayame. I was going to cosplay as Timmy Fogg..but as my Larry isn't going to Otakon it seems pointless...so now i have to think of another character...

I really wanted to cosplay as a character that links to Kals....therefore...i should either be Summer, Slone or Maianna...i guess Renna would fit too... and..i dont really know who to be >_>

I finally convinced Kal to be Gunrock from Power stone...he'd be SO perfect! ...i wanted him to be Kraken or Pride Falcon...but i'd be too busy molesting him ..and He's too big for either of those characters...So Gunrock it is!

URGEHWRGWEJ! an amazing opertunity has opened up! ....Kal's granddad owns some land..and some peroples wants to build houses on it, instead of kal's granddad getting money he gets 2 houses in which he said Kal and I can HAVE! ...well not have...pay him back but STILL! I'D HAVE A BRAND NEW HOUSE! they cost £75,000 which is cheep for houses around here and and and!! *spazzes* HOUSE!!!

Kal keeps telling me not to get excited because they havn't even got planning permission to build them yet... and i have no luck at all NONE so..i bet nothing will happen and this whole nice idea would just be a fantasy ;_;

Is it lame i cried because theres a 2% chance Sam will come to Otakon? ¬_¬ seriously wtf is up with me lately...bleh i did have my heart set on her coming with us ...i dont think she wanted to come in the first place though ... still...i guess seeing her in New York for 3 days is better than nothing..

;_;

my brothers girlfriend has booked me a massage! how nice is that?!?!! D:

my family are being oddly kind to me lately... i wish the guys at work would be nice and stop calling me FATTY D: < gonna break their freaking faces next time...i was so close to hitting someone today...

Now....get ready to cry from my uglyness.... Because i have pictures of me in my cosplay... IF YOU LAUGH AT ME I'LL KILL YOU ALL!!....from a distance... *stares*

i look ugly...but the costume is awesome..it just makes me look fat 8D ...wow i can't say anything good about myself huh? ....ANYWAY! cosplaying as Ayame from PowerStone at Otakon~ i need to stop looking so ill... my face looks weird colour ¬_¬




baack



Dont ask what the post is...because i have no idea XD it was just to show off the arm thingers

the hair was styled randomly for now, trying to see how easy it will be on the day...i have a fat face >_> har har har i so hate myself way too much XD

I shall post up my Avreielle cosplay too once i've got my new wig XB

Just booked the hotel for New York!

We have 2 double beds now Nonobot so you wont have to sleep on the sofa bed after all XD har har...and it's says it has a balcony...which is nice...

I got Persona 4 today, not played it yet but it came with an OST so i've been listening to it while i've cleaned my room, Kal was dancing...i laughed

Well after lots of frustration and annoying things the hotel in New York is almost booked, unfortunatly i have to pay for it the SECOND it is booked and i have 0 pence in my bank account until 30th this month 8D OH CRUD BUCKETS! But i'm glad how things are working out, i'm glad i waited and was cautious about booking things on the spot and asked Sam about nice areas to stay! or we would have been DEAD! ;D

Kal's looking into trains going from New York to Baltimore so we are almost set to go! he booked our hotel in London for the night and they are looking after his car too which is cool, we are staying over the Saturday night so we are not rushing to get from Harrogate to london...that would have been an extra 3 hours on the already long traveling day to New york.

But it's slowly creeping up on me and i'm worried about not having enough money like i said i have no money at all and i don't like it XD i'm used to there being money in there! but my mum suggested i should get a credit card just in case we do run out of money, i will only use it if i REALLY REALLY have to but it will make me feel alot happier knowing i have a back up in case that happens! I just can't wait till May is over...i'm so desperate to find out if Sam can come to Otakon with us but Studies are more important for her at the moment which is understandable! and i don't want to bother her and make her angry with me D:

She's making this little mini comic thing for me because she's a sweetheart! it has my characters and stuff in it and i must say it's actually very funny XD It's about Aki's cafe and the people that work there XD sometimes i think she loves my characters more than i do 8D

But yeah! i'm a very happy lady at the moment! i have awesome friends XB and im looking forward to finally meeting the both of them in July XB thats in 2 months 3 weeks and 4 days time 8D well...at least till Otakon so it's a little sooner than that XD

THE FLIGHTS TO NEW YORK ARE FINALLY BOOKED!!! how exciting is THAT?! very very very!!!

So Rachel, Kal and Nonobot will go on the biggest Adventure of their lives~ and will molest random things in New York...And Sam! ..i'm still trying to convince her to come to Otakon, she was talking about cosplaying as Luzzi and Timmy just randomly so i think i might be getting somewhere XD also she said she'd speak with her parents HURRAR! though she said she wants to finish school before thinking about such things which is in May so i'll be good a wait patiently. *waits impatiently* it would be awesome if she could come...if she were one of my characters i'd be one to match the one she is...or force her to be Todd and i'd be Smiley 8D now that would be adorable!

Anywho~ i got my laptop the other day and MY GOODNESS it's awesome! i'm transfering all my stuff onto it at the moment...Pop'n music 16 is going to take 3 hours to transfer...i hate waiting for stuff >_> but! once it's on there i'll be happy! i can harrass Nonobot and make him play it with me... MAKE HIM! *shakes fist*

Also i put some episodes of Sherlk Holmes on there because the screen is like HDD and it looked beautiful *_* ...i'm such a Sherlock Holmes fangirly loser >_> BUT I DON'T CARE! *shakes fist*

Well! Kal is at work today! so i'm going to make cookies! with green icing because Kal is a big baby and wanted green icing XD he's so cute sometimes XD AND SOMETIMES HE'S JUST A PAIN IN THE ASS!! like last night! he keeps saying he'll watch Sherlock Holmes with me but then says "i never said i would jhsbfuwebh! i'mamoronicbearman!" Then i get upset because i feel like no one wants to spend time with me doing things that I actually want to do instead of me joining in boring things i don't like just to make certain people happy.

Like the girl i work with...i went to the gym with her because her girlfriend was being a bitch to her and she was depressed, i took my time out to comfort her and try make her feel better..it was like 5 hours of talking about her and her girlfriend and trying to make her feel happy and less confused with her all crying and getting me as upset as she was...but when it's me...and i say to her i'm not feeling my best and i need someone to talk to... SHE VANISHES! ...she's done it at least 5 times to me...why am i such a freaking softy?! why don't i tell her to just fuck off XD ... >_> damn my niceness! DAMN IT!

whoa this turned out longer than expected XD *dances*

some dick face stole James bike from work last week...they walked right up to the front doors where everyone could see them from the windows and just took it. we all thought the little bastard had got away ...until today i was told what happened...and i laughed...

see that same little bastard had spary painted James bike silver instead of the original red it was...the little bastard was riding James bike around....UNTIL HE GOT RUN OVER AND NOW HE'S IN HOSPITAL!! FUCK YOU LITTLE BASTARD!!! HO HO HOOOO that made my day...i can't stand people that steal...they all deserve to be ran over~~ yeah!

anyway i'm pissed off because my bank is a pain in the ass! they are messing me around...usually for a bank transfer to my fiances account takes 2 hours...its take since last Wednesday to transer £1400 to pay for the flights as stupid Virgin dont take my card...i've been worrying that the bank has lost it or something...i'm getting annoyed because i feel like i'm messing Tristan around ..i keep saying i'll book the flights then something happens! i really dont want to seem like i'm being dodgy! because i'm really not ;_; WHY ARE THESE THINGS SO ANNOYINGLY HARD?! i mean its the most simple thing ever and BAH!! it's doing my head in!!

anyway i keep thinking about cosplay stuff...i thought i might me Ayame from powerstone or Smiley from Meitantai Holmes..but i keep changing my mind every second....meeeh... i dunno if i want to cosplay as any of my characters anymore...appart from Av anyway....hmm...i need to make up my mind quickly!

hmmm Kal got his Serbaru cosplay today in the post... he was all hyper about it but..i was a little disapointed. the jacket is suposed to be blue and it's a dark grey and the tshirt under it is suposed to be a more greyier blue...and it's the same grey as the coat...your suposed to see the tshirt from under the coat because one arm of the coat is missing...but not it doesn't look like that because both the coat and the tshirt are the same colour >.> maybe it's just me being fussy...

I dunno who i'm going to cosplay as...Avreielle for sure..i was thinking about being count ten but i on't think i'd be able to get any kind of weapon, even if its made out of a stick, through the airport...which sucks...count ten with out his sword would just...urgh...

Dunno if i'm going to go as Maianna..if i can redesign her a little so she's less kinky then maybe...and lose a little weight..well..just get into shape.

i'm hoping to get the flights booked tonight, i think i've done enough researching ...lets just hope nothing goes wrong again and this time they will accept Kal' card to pay...*grumbles*